A Time

There was a time,
When tears weren’t enough,
When my words failed me,
And all I wanted to do was ran away,
Forget all I’ve said and done.

There was a time,
When I didn’t want to breathe,
When all I wanted to do was curl up and never come out of my shell,
When I was so angry that I wanted to cry,
But was too angry too cry.

There was a time,
When I should have spoke up for myself,
When I let people call me names,
I pretended not to care,
And a smile to hide my pain.

There was a time,
When lies trapped me in a deep pit,
When my hyperness was a sign,
That if I was pushed any further,
Then I wouldn’t be there any more.

There was a time,
When no one knew who the real me was,
When even I had no idea,
When my tears were silent,
In a bathroom or in a bedroom.

There was a time,
When I didn’t even know if tomorrow would come,
When sunset meant another day,
A day full with my fake smile,
A day no one should have to deal with.

There was a time,
But that time is gone,
For today,
But tomorrow is another,
And who knows,
If that time will ever come again.

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1 Comment

  1. i can really relate too this


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